This winter

This winter
nothing remain
this winter
nothing last
this winter
no body is here
next to me.
Nothing is harder
than this.
This winter
worse things has already
arrived until the edge.
This winter seems everything lost.
But this winter, I’m on my own
keeping up my smile and heart.
Cold and emptiness won’t let me down.
This winter the fight is not against
the world and reality
this winter I’m fighting
against my bad life, mi bad attitudes
my worse way of being.
This winter the sun is up
the clouds are up
the stars are up
only for me to get up with them.