Surfacing the beauty
shape in squeezing
my loneliness
only the bubble in female bodies
made with meat and sex
can give me a motive
to understand what I won’t have.
That kind of tenderness given
by spheric shapes in chest
the heart shapes in backs
the astonished language
given by healthy beautiful women bodies,
what I won’t have at all.
So I found the meaning of my loneliness
loner than ever
this kind of evocative meaning
in the symbol that I’m.